argh.
why is always like that hurr.
i have like a thousand things to talk about but when i act get the laptop nall ready to blog, i
FORGET
what i'm supp to say.

but i'm going to confess: I HAVE WONDERFUL MEMORY BCOS GOD GAVE ME A SOUND MIND.

amen to tt!

i guess i'm learning everyday.
about You.
about how you want to invade and conquer my heart, my soul, every part of me.
it never is easy, is it?
waking every morning;
some days feeling exuberant and excited,
some feeling really yucky and "oh no!! i'm late!" and the mad rushing out of the house and wondering if i'm gg to lk fat in what i wear.
but all aside, i'm reminded o give thanks to you.
to say a little prayer to you.
of thanksgiving,
of love,
of just simply asking you to be with me thru the day.


In the morning when I rise
Help me to prioritize
All the thoughts that fill my day
Before my schedule
Tells me that my day is full
Before I'm off and on my way
I want to praise you
I need to praise you
Let the first song that I sing
Be praises to my God and King

Before the curtains part
Before my day is starting
Before I make up the bed
Before the snooze alarm
Reminds me that it's morning
Before the dreams have left my head

Before my feet hit the floor,
i'llpraise you Lord
Before I fill my cup,
I'll lift you up,
Before I start my day,
I'll sing Your praise,
Before I start my car,
before I get too far

and in my secret heart
no other love compares
no other throne survives.
oh,
there's just so much in my heart i can't describe.
all my dreams and wishes.
all my hopes.
and sometimes i let all the hopes and dreams get me down.
too much thinking and day-dreaming on the bus or lesson-time.
i confess,
it is hard to not day dreamduring class.
if the lecturer doesn't get my attention.
but how my heart really burns within me when i hear what you have to say to me.

i remember every part of my being,
every fibre,
crying out and yearning for more of you.
thirsting for more of you.
how my heart wants to see your face.
and yet all these exces weight and baggage, distractions that weigh me down.
pulling me away from you.
help me to cling on to you.
to fix my gaze upon you.
to be so caught up and consumed by your beautful
beautiful face.

You said,
" I am proud of you.
You are precious,
and beautiful in my sight."

i could only stand and weep before you,
and wonder,
"is this true?
really, really?"

to kep your lovely face
ever before my eyes
this is my prayer
make it a strong desire
that in my secret heart
no otherlove competes
no rival throne srvives
and i serve only you.

7:19 PM

my heart burns for you'
you see past all my lies.

ooh.
so nice and romantic(:

you could be the thief
i give the key to

come and steal my heart away.

hehe.
i want to thank God for lydia and my buddy whom i have been talking to.
haha and keeping me in prayer.
its really so wonderful.
and ll this while really guarding my heart.
it is so easy to fall, isn't it?

and all the speakings from sister sylvia.
spoke straight into my heart.

don't be afraid of your weakness.
it's not wrong to be weak,
to feel weak.
to feel youcan't do things on your own.
because then, you would rely on God.
you would not rely on your own strength.
how true is that?
has the world taught us to think it is so horrible to feel weak?
because only when i am weak,
then you, lord, can be made strong.

i'm taking up leadership.
and you, LORD, are going to help me,
empower me,
mold me and enable me.
and i pray that i would never grow proud or start leaning on my own strength.
i need so much more of your wisdom,
your guidance,
your grace.

oh, for Grace to trust you more.

haha i have straight hair now,
ah girl jie helped me to straighten it.
feels so fun.

time for myself?
hmm.
i want to spend it with you lord.
not rushing around somewhere,
or wishing every moment i was elsewhere doing something else.
the reservoir was really pretty that night,
but mum's "faster come back" just couldn't be ignored.
and i was just really happy.
enjoying the talk and all,
but my tummy had to feel funny.
and it still feels funny.
kept farting and its so gross.
i want to sit there and just stare and dream.
and not have air in my stomach.
(and have a flat and firm stomach.
haha

you could be the thief
i give the key to
it fits in your hand like the water in rain
it unlocks our two different cells
and shows we are the same
rather than wait til i put me out
for the taking
you're breaking
you're breaking into my heart

and i'm letting you.

lord is it really possible to have a glimpse of the future?
i'm asking ans seeking,
but i'm doubting.
what's the use?
but i know i should just wait.

patience has never been mine,
but i will wait to hear from you.

three more years.
so near and yet so far.
and the countdown to two more weeks.
i can hardly wait for it to be out.
it would be much clearer as to where you would want me to go.

and i'm really missing ginny and char but they seem really busy.

i want to paint a picture.
and i'm drifting off to a forest with me dressed up as a princess
and i'll meet my prince charming!
haha!

ok off to bathe stinky person.
i'm so glad you love me lord(:
despite everything.

blame it on rsyifjkdbkhvalentine's for making me feel this way! snorts.

Labels: still in love

10:49 PM

my heart burns for you'
you see past all my lies.

shout it out (:

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all the brothers and sisters

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of old.

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credits.

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wonderful people

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